depression drives me to become a blogwhore

hopelessness just sinked in to me when i read ote's post on our previous chat. so instead of being gloomy and all, i just kept myself busy enhancing my blog layout.

i've spent a lotta time surfing the net yesterday to find a new xml layout but everytime i apply a new one, i encounter some errors (i was so tamad to download a compiler kaya i find it difficult to find the line code where the error occurs). the only codes which i found bug-free were those from final sense. i've tried this deer/woman layout but my blog looked kinda dull upon applying it. i also had a hard time thinking of what color would make a great combo with black (well aside from white, of course).

if you know any links that provides "crazy" but appealing layouts for the new blogger, puhleaseee let me know. i prefer xml codes 'cause i find it easier to modify. thanks thanks!!! :)